CHORUS

Waiting and trying
Breathing and lying
Watching life move on
Wanting and buying
Deep fear of flying
Missing what is go…ne

VERSE 1

I’m in the coffee shop, hitting pause
Killing the cause
For what I feel this way when I’m lost
Is there a cost?
If there is I can handle it with my parents’ money
Because I’m rich
I’m really really rich. Honey

VERSE 2

Yeah I’m Pamela Brisbane
Also have Page in my name
I walk through life like it ain’t even a game
Knowing that someone’s out there fighting in the war
And I’m just here tipping some bartender, what for?

VERSE 3

Maybe tomorrow or today
You’ll turn around and ask me:
“Hey, are you here to stay?”
And I’ll say: “Yeah, this is never gonna stop
I’m a beat that’s about to drop
I’m a twenty four hour shop”

VERSE 4

And then I called you to my table
And it was sad seeing that you were unable
To provide me with something more than a drink
Something that could change what I think
Without the fake help of a shrink

CHORUS

Waiting and trying
Breathing and lying
Watching life move on
Wanting and buying
Deep fear of flying
Missing what is gone

VERSE 5

When I was young my mom died and she left me here
In this wrong world where I can’t be sincere
All I wish for here is success
To get on heels on a red carpet in an expensive dress

VERSE 6

My every day is a duel face to face with my dad
He thinks he is a good father but he’s just so mad
The poor guy had the devil messing with his life
And every second of his memory cut him like a knife

VERSE 7

I can understand he’s mad perhaps I would be as well
But that doesn’t gives him the right to make his tears my hell
And I’m not asking for big feelings or a love song
I’m just asking for a hug that shouldn’t take that long

VERSE 8

I never wanted to be the blood of a lost fight
I mean, who wants to be a collateral damage, right?
Never asked this to anyone, no one would understand
They only see this girl smile with a pearl on her hand

CHORUS

Waiting and trying
Breathing and lying
Watching life move on
Wanting and buying
Deep fear of flying
Missing what is go…ne